Week 3

I'm a little late on the weigh in but been a bit busy!

Weight: 198!!!

to be under 200 is RIDICULOUS...Haven't seen under 200 in over 3 years. Probably more.  It's depressing to think that being under 200 is an accomplishment, but it is...and I'm on my way to my 160 goal.  

I haven't been able to eat much, I think my stomach is shrinking.  I'm trying to maintain my energy but I think I'm lacking in my iron so I'm going to start taking a multi vitamin and probably an iron pill to make up for that.  My sleep schedule is pretty messed up.

Last weigh in I was 205?   I can't recall now but I think total so far I've lost about 14 lbs so far! AMAZING!! I've cut out all fast food, processed foods, and pop and all I'm eating now are healthy alternatives and my shakes.  I even tried to sit down and eat a few bites of panda express and was full.

I'm missing the gym for awhile which REALLY sucks...I've started to become really reliant on going and it's become a habit that I really.  The kids and I are going camping to Valley of Fire for boy scouts. I'm hoping to get some exercise any maybe through walks or some sit ups in the tent, who knows.  Just wanna stay as active as possible and not fall on bad habits and eat junk, as tempting as it may be.

I need a good weekend.  Lots of personal stuff going on and I need to reflect and have time to think over it.  Doubt I'll get that time, but we'll see. 

My life is definitely on a flat scale right now and I just want to find my happy place... what I'm doing now isn't it.  I hardly have ANY hours at work and that won't cut it when I'm on my own, bills are piling up, and my savings is almost gone... with things coming out...so I am looking for another job as we speak and hoping that either I get a full time client, or I get another interview.  I have to get on a regular work schedule and make actual $$$.  Lots of stuff going on with Alex, but stuff I don't have time to talk about now... Lots of soul searching to do for all of us.

That's for another time, just wanted to weigh in! Hoping to keep the trend going because by the end of the year I want to be down at least 20 pounds and I'm well on my way! Gotta keep GOING!!!!!!!!!

XOXO for now!!