Tougher than it sounds!!

It's so much harder to actually follow through with something like Isagenix, than it is just to say it - and think it.  It's proving to be very difficult.  The 1st day wasn't so bad... I got through it, with minimal cravings.  But today is a cleanse day and unfortunately I slept through it.  My sleeping pattern has been pretty off kilter lately and I need to start going to bed at a decent time, and getting up early because Thursday I start Training for work @9am and after that I'm on full speed with work.  I start the GYM tomorrow with Debi and after that I'm hoping to go 3 times a week, AT LEAST.  We are starting with some cardio tomorrow.  (treadmill, uphill, etc) and tomorrow I'm starting a 24-day ab challenge.   I loved the 30 day challenge I did with Chantelle, and it really worked, so I need to get back into something like this.  Once I'm more active, I won't think about food, and I'll be able to give the program 100% .  Today I've fasted minus a few pieces of chicken and some snack wafers from Isagenix. Tomorrow I'm going to get up and do a deep cleanse and get back into the grove.

I have some new workout clothes I'm anxious to use!! Just need to get my sleeping schedule figured out so I can actually get up and ENJOY THE DAY!!!!!!!

I'm nervous about starting work, nervous about training, but I'm just going to go full speed ahead, no fear, and give it my all.

I hate not having control over my life and right now I'm in limbo - living in a situation that I'm not altogether comfortable with, and I'm excited to get my freedom back, to live by my rules and on my schedule, and when I can look around the house and NOT lose my shit because it's so messy (UGGhhhhhh men!! AND KIDS) then I know I'll be in a better frame of mind.  I just have to pull the motivation out from somewhere and GET ER' DONE.

Only 2 more days of freedom before things get hectic!! 

I'm glad I found Isagenix though, it takes the work out of finding food to eat, all I have to worry about is the 1 meal a day I have.  I miss binging, I won't lie.  I miss chowing down on nachos, or chicken, or tacos, and yes I can have them as my one meal a day, but no more eating until I'm full anymore - I eat to live, not live to eat.

Okay - here's the challenge, and it starts tomorrow...